My Playground
Well, I haven't posted here in a long time. Things have been pretty calm lately. Me and my girlfriend have broken up since the last post and she's found someone else to be with. I've been a little depressed since it seems that all of the girls I like are unavailable. That, however, isn't what this post is about. This post is about my selfishness. I've told two people today that I felt selfish, but I didn't tell them why. They told me that I'm not selfish, but I know I am.
I've been reading other people's posts about the people they trust most and about all the people that are special to them. I have been in a few of those posts, but I can't help but want more. I know I'm not perfect, but I want so badly to be perfect. Everytime I read one of those posts I feel so worthless. I can't control it. No matter how much they say good things about me, I'm always jealous of the other people that they mention. I always feel like I'm not what I could be. Honestly, this is gonna be a short post because I really have no idea how to express what I feel right now. Either way, I don't like it and I want it to stop.
2MC_Boy